Faith in My Faith

God, since I’m keeping it real; do I have faith, or am I faking faith? I don't want to pretend to have faith. I don't want anything to keep me from trusting you and having faith in you. I can't keep going between doubting and trusting. I want to have faith in you fully and in the people that you send my way. I also want to have faith in the miracles that you want to show me. God, just because I don't see it doesn't mean that it's not there. It doesn't mean that you're not working. It doesn't mean that nothing is happening.

You said that we should live by faith and not by sight (2 Cor 5:7). I can trust and believe you for what I don't see. So, God, thank you for the faith that you continuously give to me.

But Lord, sometimes I have faith the size of a mustard seed in some areas and there's what I call big faith for other things. All I know is it keeps me questioning if I have enough faith or not. You said without faith it's impossible to please you (Heb 11:6) and faith comes from hearing and hearing the word of God (Rom 10:17). So, God, I'm just going to have faith in my faith. I'll say it again God; "I have faith in my faith! No longer will I question things; I'll just believe that it's enough to please you for you to act on my behalf. I declare I have crazy faith to believe I will see mountains moved into the sea (Matt 21:21).

I know my faith will increase as I spend time in your word. As Holy Spirit transforms me, I will declare that my faith in God will not be shaken. I declare that I have faith to believe that miracles are happening even now.

In. Jesus’ name I pray and thank you God for the faith that I have. Amen.